feel really bad
have been letting myself go.
even thinking of buying peanut m&ms....

I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ON A FRIKKEN DIET!!

what's wrong with me?
why is my motivation dwindling
i can't put back the weight.
haven't even gone to gym this week like i planned to
maybe friday..
cos i have to work wed and thurs..or maybe even thurs before workies

*sigh*

today have been very bad.
coffee. bbq pork bun. a couple of kfc chips stolen off my brother. maggi oriental flavoured noodle. dinner at home with 2bowls of rice (one fried rice), satayed potatoes and chicken etc. couple of mandarins and lots of chocolate scotched peanuts from table.
gotta stop and resist.
start tomorrow i think
anew.